My self in TIME

mencintai itu indah,,tapi bisa menjadi sesuatu yang mengerikan ketika orang yang kita cintai menjauh.
ada beberapa hal yang bikin Bunga mulai tidak ingin terlalu percaya dengan sembarang orang lagi. Sekarang Bunga baru menyadari dimana letak teman-temannya itu. Tidak ada blacklist tapi sekarang Bunga cukup untuk hati-hati untuk curhat kepada temannya. 

Lagi- lagi hal yang kayak gini terjadi kembali. Bunga harus cepat menata hatinya kembali. she just wanna cry, right now. Ah, Bunga semakin tidak yakin dengan hatinya ini, tidak percaya akan cinta atau sekedar suka. Sepertinya lebih baik Bunga segera merubah sikapnya yang selalu "open hearted" itu.
Sekarang Bunga hanya bisa bernyayi kenceng-kenceng:

I can make the rain stop if I wanna,
Just by my attitude
I can take my laptop record a snapshot
And change your point of view

I just entered this brand new world
And I'm so openhearted
I know I've got a long way to go but I
I'm just getting started

I'm over my head, and I know it, I know it
I'm doing my best not to show it, to show it
Whatever it takes to be what I was meant to be, I'm gonna try
Cause I'm living the dream and I know it, I know it
I'm trying my best not to blow it, to blow it
And I know everything will be fine
With me, myself and time.

I go where life takes me, but some days it makes me want to change my direction
Sometimes it gets lonely, but I know that it's only a matter of my perception
I just entered this brand new world
And I'm so openhearted
I know I've got a long way to go but I
I'm just getting started

I'm over my head, and I know it, I know it
I'm doing my best not to show it, to show it
Whatever it takes to be what I was meant to be, I'm gonna try
Cause I'm living the dream and I know it, I know it
I'm trying my best not to blow it, to blow it
And I know everything will be fine
With me, myself and time.

And baby there is nothing like this moment
To just be real and let the truth be spoken
Whatevers broke I can make it unbroken
Turn the lead in my hand into something golden
Just try more love, if I just try more love then I'll find
Myself in time.

I'm over my head, and I know it, I know it
I'm doing my best not to show it, to show it
Whatever it takes to be what I was meant to be, I'm gonna try

I'm over my head, and I know it, I know it
I'm doing my best not to show it, to show it
Whatever it takes to be what I was meant to be, I'm gonna try
Cause I'm living the dream and I know it, I know it
I'm trying my best not to blow it, to blow it
And I know everything will be fine
With me, myself and time.

I'll find myself in time,
I know I'll find myself in time



Semoga Bunga bisa menemukan apa yang disukainya dalam kehidupannya. :)